after the baby was born, you were right, but not in the way I expected.
No one can prepare for this kind of sleep or "tease sleep." Its like sleep, but certainly not restful and although I dream, I still dont think I am getting an REM sleep cause my brain feels like a zombie brain...
Its weird because Riley is actually a good baby. He sleeps about 2 hours, then wakes for food, then usually goes right back to sleep. But let me tell you...those 2 hour increments of sleep are nothing compared to a nice, full, uninterupted 7-8 hour sleep.
I never could have imagined how hard it is at 5am to want to get up for the 2nd or 3rd time and feed him or change his explosive mustard diaper in a mostly dark room after sleeping about 3 hours total, but in 45 to 75 minute increments with crazy dreams in between.
Because although Riley is sleeping for about 2 hours at a time, he is also making these crazy sleep grunt noises for about 40 minutes of that time and the other hour and 20 minutes I am so awake after having my boob tugged on for 20 minutes that I either cant sleep OR I am listening for his breath on the baby monitor to make sure that since the sleep grunts have stopped that he is actually still breathing.
But what a little guy he is. So cute and funny already. He is already smiling and I could swear that he laughed twice yesterday. He is tracking and looking at faces and able to track the animals on his mobile. He is getting stronger each day with tummy time and his cheeks are getting so chubby its hard to see his eyes when he smiles.
As of yesterday (8-18), he is now weighing in at 10 lbs 2.6 ozs. Almost a whole pound from last Thursday (8-14) at our lactation appointment where he was 9 lbs 4 ozs. How he gained almost a pound in 4 days is beyond me, but as his Dr. described it yesterday: "Some women have skim milk and some women have cream milk...you obviously have cream milk!" She also commented that his "outie" belly button will probably go to an "innie" when he loses his "milk belly." So far his pediatrician is hilarious!
Its funny. I have thought of several funny things to blog about over the past 2 weeks when I am laying in bed, trying to sleep or feeding him at some ungodly hour...but everytime I wake up the next morning or sit at the computer to write...I have a total brain fart and cant remember any of the funny stuff that has happened or that I planned to write about. I swear, I need to start keeping a journal for the journal.
Even more funny, I started writing this yesterday (Tuesday) and completely forgot I was writing until this morning. Ooops....
Anyway...here are some recent pictures of the little guy...more later...


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